I hate HOT weather!!!!!

WOW….GOD is amazing!!!!! Absolutely AMAZING….ok in case u guys didn’t know I have had a really hard time getting into reading my bible…I have started the “reading the bible in one year” book wit my bible study in it is helping and I am getting better at it but it felt like it was homework…so at snow craze I prayed for GOD to help me at getting into my bible better and to try to find a way to make it more fun and enjoyable to the point where I want to read my bible because I really do want to grow in my relationship with GOD…so anyways tonight I was busy doing my homework like always because I waited till the last min to get it done and my sis walks in to ask me if I could help her understand this bible study that she had just started because she had never done one before so she comes in and I could have very well have told her to leave and to come back later because I was really busy but I didn’t I told to come sit down and I would help her so I was able to read through it with her and explain it and I couldn’t believe that I was able to read through it with almost no mistakes and if she had a ? I was able to give her a answer that I couldn’t believe I was able to think of or that came out of my mouth I was amazed…so then when we were done I was sitting there and I asked her if I was any help and she said that I was and then I was like would u mind if we did this together? And she said yeah that would be cool and fun…so my prayer was answered wit in no more than 48 hours because not only is this bible study going to help me get into my bible more it will help me grow, it will help my lit. sis grow in our relationships with HIM and we can hold each other accountable and it will give use time to hang out and bond which we never have been able to do be for…so today turned out to be an awesome day after all and again GOD is awesome and prayer really works!!!!!!!!

i hate feelin this way it sux i was so happy (even though i shouldn't have been) and then i find something out so small and i am shot down (even though i can't figure out y it made me get so depressed?) and now i feel like crap!...i don't want to get happy or excited because i will probably just end up gettin hurt but its too late for that and now...so whats the point...

F Valentines Day! all it dose is make people who don't have anyone hate themselves or feel really depressed!

Tonight started out awesome and i was in a really good mood and was excited about something i had been prayin about for awhile but then later so info was brought to my attnetion and it basicly through off the rest of my day and i felt like i wanted to cry but yet i really didn't show it i put on a smile and had to act supportive. Serena i still remeber what u said don't worry but like u said it is easyer said then done....
y is it that we biuld our selfs up and then we are shot down hard almost every time we think we will be happy?

So today me and my mom got up really early and got ready to go to San Diego for my doc. app. so we got on the road after dropin off megan at school. we got there like right on time bc traffic was so bad (i didn't know i was sleepin) lol so the app. was at 10:35 and we didn't leave untill after 1 so it was good long app. we got alot more info for me to read and we told them we didn't have heath insurance and they were really nice and gave us alot of free stuff it was really nice of them and then my new doc. was funny after the nurse left he went and got us more untill my dad gets insurance from his job in dec. So i really like my new doc. and the whole diabetes staff there they are really nice and helpful! and then we were talkin and he asked y my neck was all messed up and i told him it was bc i wear these necklaces that make my neck break out and he asked y i wear them then and i told him bc one of my best friends got it for me and he was like o so and so (we talked to him earlyer in the app. and he just wanted to know a little about me and some names came up and so he thought i was talkin about that person and i was like no someone else and hes like o u got more than one guy....ur bad and me and my mom laughed bc sarah gave me the necklace not a guy lol) so then we got all checked out and got back to the car and checked our phones and the teacher finally decided to call us the day we were out of the house and so my new teacher untill i get to go back to school is Ms. Gatchell (i hear everyone complain about her i hope she isn't mean) so then we went to lunch at chili's (cause the one out here closed...so lame) and then we drove back home and my mom said the traffic was bad goin back too (but again didn't know cause i was sleepin) lol

So thats basically how my dad went today....so i got to get up early tomorrow to help my parents so i got to go..

Thats all for now...

KT-O

it started out kinda lame but then i went to the church haha heck yes its always fun there (even on rainy days and mondays(i love rainy days though)) so i hung out wit serena agian lol thats alway fun!!! and then david and dom and i made a video...that was fun and i had to like basicly makeout lol jk wit one of the bubles at MC.D in the play thing and then i had to go down the slide and i am i little to big for it so i hit my sholder on like every turn it hurt lol but then we went to lunch and then went and bought some honey and we were goin to go to josh's work and run in and put it in his hair (well the hair that he has lol) but me and dom desided to go for a diff. person lol. We got david it was so awesome cause he had no idea. then i had to leave and the rest of the day kinda sucked....but i got to eat a little cheese cake (<- only serena will get that)

That all for now....

KT-O

Ok, gimme your name then follow directions :-)

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you the song that reminds me most of you.
9. I'll tell you if i ever had any interest in you whatsoever.
10. I'll tell you, if we picnicked what i'd bring.
11. I'll tell you where i'd bring you and what we'd do if you visited me.
12. I'll want you to tell me where you'd take me, and what we would do.
13. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.

Sorry i didn't write yesterday i was runnin around doin stuff. but i finally got a app. wit a doc. in San diego for fri!!!! so hopefully i will be back in school next week! I am really hoping that i am i miss u sarah!!!!! But then yesterday the school said i am not allowed on campus not even to visit. i was mad and i went to pick up my books so i could start up on my work and i couldn't even get out of the car to hug one of my friends. So i am really hope that i get to go back on mon. or sometime next week.

Today was ok in the morning even though i got stood up by the teacher that was supposed to come to my house and help me wit my work never showed up. then i went to go pick up my lit sis at school and went to hang out wit serena!!!! (heck yes!! even though i had to do homework while i was there lol)Love You serena

Then i went to small group and that was fun and we are goin thrift store shoppin on sat. as a small group i can't wait its goin to be so much fun. (HECK YES SCHOOL OF ROCK) lol....o and there was a cat there tonight and i don't think it liked me it acted weird around me and when i picked it up it hissed at me and ran away and all i did was pick her up. o well

That all for now i am tired goodnight

KT-O

Heck Yes!!! Today i got batized!!! it was awesome!!! God is Awesome!!!!

Today me n my mom drove to San Diego and went out to lunch wit one of my mom's friends and then we walked around down town La Jolla (or however u spell it) and i got a new purse its so cute its purple got speakers biltinto it. Its so tight!!!! Then we went back to the hotel and got our room and tried to get a hold of the docs. here so that i could hopefully be able to go back to school on mon. but they kept like connecting us to the wronge people so by the time that we got the right place they had all gone home for the weekend so now we have to wait till mon. but then we went to dinner wit my mom's friends and her husband joined use and he was really funny i had a really good time. (all though anything is better than sittin at home) but anyways we came back to the hotel where i am at now and i am so bored out of my mind that i finally made one of these things. so but i am gettin batized on sun. !!!!!!!!!!! Heck Fricken Yes!!!!!!!!! I can't wait and also sarah is comin over after work tomorrow...another heck yes lol!!! love ya hun. so thats really all i got to say for now.


KT-O